{"id":1076,"date":"2010-12-11T15:03:34","date_gmt":"2010-12-11T15:03:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.runquiltknitwrite.com\/?p=1076"},"modified":"2010-12-11T15:03:34","modified_gmt":"2010-12-11T15:03:34","slug":"recurring-themes-or-just-never-achieving-what-i-set-out-to-do","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.runquiltknitwrite.net\/?p=1076","title":{"rendered":"Recurring themes&#8230;.or just never achieving what I set out to do&#8230;."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/www.runquiltknitwrite.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/12\/images-2.jpeg\" ><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-1078\" title=\"images-2\" src=\"http:\/\/www.runquiltknitwrite.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/12\/images-2.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"266\" height=\"190\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>This week I was putting the diary for 2011 into my Filofax and getting rid of the old one from 2009 &#8211; I always keep last year&#8217;s just in case. I have never been known to need it, but I know for sure that if I throw it away right away I will later discover that some utterly irreplaceable imformation was in there. After a year I know that there&#8217;s nothing there worth bothering about.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, that was all beside the point. What I&#8217;m actually trying to say is that while I was doing that I discovered my New Year&#8217;s Resolutions going back to 2005. It was a little scary to see that for 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009 and 2010 my resolutions were pretty much exactly the same as they will be for this year &#8211; and I clearly haven&#8217;t ever managed to stick to them.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m wondering if there is any point in going down the well-trodden path again. And why I have all these good intentions &#8211; and let&#8217;s face it, they aren&#8217;t just whims after 6 years on the list &#8211; and seem chronically incapable of even making a half-way decent stab at keeping them.<\/p>\n<p>I can, however, proudly report that I had ONE SUCCESS last year. One thing that I had decided to do, that I actually stuck to and am still doing&#8230;even as I write this.<\/p>\n<p>You guessed it &#8211; I wanted to have a blog &#8211; and I do and I still love blogging and wouldn&#8217;t stop even if you paid me. (Well, OK I might consider it if you paid me really a lot!).<\/p>\n<p>But everything else? Nada, not a hope &#8211; there has only been more weight gain; I have continued to be a major supporter of the income statements of both Amazon and the Fat Quarter Shop and I have singularly failed to read all the books waiting to be read, or reduced my fabric stash at all. Not even in the slightest on both counts. I have also not played the piano every day &#8211; which means that I STILL go to my lesson every week with a bad conscience, nor have I written anything of consequence (other than my blog, of course \ud83d\ude42 )<\/p>\n<p>Why have I so little self-discipline? What does this say about someone, when she can&#8217;t even manage to do the things she wants to do? You don&#8217;t need to answer that, I think I would only get depressed!<\/p>\n<p><a target=\"_blank\" href=\"http:\/\/www.runquiltknitwrite.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/12\/images-11.jpeg\" ><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-1081\" title=\"images-1\" src=\"http:\/\/www.runquiltknitwrite.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/12\/images-11.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"215\" height=\"172\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>I think maybe I won&#8217;t make any resolutions this year. But I will repeat the word of the almost decade &#8211; which I really would like to focus on.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong> SIMPLICITY<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s the direction I see my life going in. I hope. And I&#8217;m going to try&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Helen<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This week I was putting the diary for 2011 into my Filofax and getting rid of the old one from 2009 &#8211; I always keep last year&#8217;s just in case. 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